On what it takes to be a teenager

Someone said " Ah ! How lucky , you are still a teenager ". Well , if you are an adolescent you could probably relate to my words. It is HARD to be one teenage kid ! Yes, i meant that. I am still a kid but for heaven's sake I don't know why I pretend to be an adult. Things get piled up all together like a tangle and voila , you are struck there without a way out. I do admit that we have loads of perks in this age but the worst part starts when all your positives get angry with you and pull you strongly towards your negatives. You just can't get rid of it ! Often I wonder, " Why can't life be simpler? , Why can't it just be understandable and easy ? " Life starts getting messed up and coiled , more worse than that of the girls on the TV show Pretty little liars . Why do we want to hide secrets and cry over it ? Why can't we just move on ? One second you think whatever you are doing is right but at the same time it feels that you are wrong. Can't we just have a device which will guide us on to the right path? I start questioning myself "Do all my peers undergo the same feeling as that of mine or I am the ONLY ONE ? "

The game that hormones play with us is the most difficult part. OH ! the pain you undergo ! Nobody out there will try to understand the problem and your parents will keep shouting for every single thing you do. All  kinda emotions will take their own turn to hit you badly, one after the other. Especially when you are in between a tangle , you won't be able to look at things normally! You will start acting like the protagonist in the book Life is what you make it . You would want to be a kid but the adult in you will emerge and kill the kid. You know how hard it is ? When you are under the influence of a bad torment , you need a huge amount of courage and self control to push that pain hard and say " I gotta live happily , okay ? Just be away from me ! " It wouldn't listen to your words that easily. Your head will start spinning hardly. You would end up trying all means and modes to get your mind away from the those thoughts . If nothing works, you would write a post like this one and say one final word to the satan in you- " Good bye, for a while atleast ! "